Guess Who's back.

Back again..

Guess whose back

blah blah and something that rhymes with again.

I need to apologize to my blog.

I seem to have been neglecting it for awhile...

I'M SOWI

So back to the Yellow System

Contemplation/thoughts of the day. 

Today person X told person Y (someone who was much older and wiser than X) that he just wants to live an easy, simple happy life. Person Y said that you should think carefully, and if you wanted to be happy, then you should rely on yourself to be happy. Do not rely on others for your happiness; an example would be asking for money. Person X is still insistent that he will be happy in a far remote place, or in the countryside doing labour work. To live simple will be hard, but it will be easier to be happy.

Who was right? Is there a right and wrong answer. To be honest, I find myself agreeing to Person X. But that doesn't give said X person to do unwell in school. To do well in school will mean opportunities are given and options are allowed. You will not have to succumb to the unfortunate events that may arise through lack of education. 

I do however like the idea of simple living...however still be in a financial advantage. Simple might be a misleading word, because life and living will never be "simple' through change in environment. Oh boo. Because of my limiting vocabulary, I suppose I'll have to satisfy with the word Simple. 

Being away from the city means that you won't be so distracted by the wants and needs of technologies, social stance, and expectations right?

Won't it also mean that you'd be more busy and less Sloth like? I maybe be wrong in this but I would view this idea of being in the city is to modernize and go beyond the needs of survival and attaining more efficient goods. 

However, I've experienced this first hand where staying in my grand father's home meant no internet, no cable and all there was was an old black and white TV with knobs on the side, a phone that disconnects you sometimes once you pick it up and of course other kitchen appliances.

So, what my brothers and I did to pass time was to do household chores and other odd jobs. I would sweep while they would help trim the raging untamed grass and sometimes they would also lend a hand towards my grand dad with gathering bananas in our jungle-like yard. Sometimes I would open and crack some coconut shells with this cool contraption and taste the fresh sweetness of the juice that drips onto my hand. When rambutans were in season, my family would get our magnificent and wondrous scythe to cut a branch of rambutans while little squirming ants rain down on our heads. yuuuummm...rambutans..not ants.

These were the time I would forget about the outside world, the forever developing mobile devices, the social climbing activities and constantly trying to appease those around me. I would not care about facebook updates, the television shows that threaten to do more harm than good. 

Then again, it does depend on the person doesn't it? Whether the simple life is for you. And maybe some of us don't want to be happy that way and our happiness is derived from the materials of mankind. 

I know sometimes I don't even want to feel happy and dandy and smiley  and jolly. (so many eeys) 

Being satisfied is fine with me sometimes. Oh schmuk. We all just need to be a nucleofile.file.file.file.

Ouchie. Getting poked by sticks..?

IS NOT FUN!

I bet you don't like that at all! Why?!?

BECAUSE ITS ANNOYING!!!

Hence this post is going to be dedicated about annoying things. Things that
makes me happy annoys me. It may occasionally also drift to things that pisses me off.

Numero Uno - Coyote Starrk. Arrancar

My Hair!

My hair is annoying and it gets in my way. ESPECIALLY MY FRINGE/BANGS. They get in my face.

"Can you please get out of my face?" - quoted by Bessie.

In yr11/12 English exam, I was constantly holding my hair up while I vigorously tried to jot down my essays in the small amount of time we had because it got in my way.

Sometimes I wish I could just get that fringe part on my head to be bald..so like the front of my head will have this rectangular bald spot....Ok never mind..

Numero Dos - #Chemistry notebooks I have

I dislike when I'm having a serious conversation and people would start acting immature and making inappropriate remarks and jokes. Mind you, I may do that sometimes, but I truly, honestly do not mean it. I am sorry if I have done that in the past.

Click READ MORE to see my list?

Please?

:)

HBNL!!!!!!!!!

IT IS now 

HBNL TIME

aka

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NADEEJA LIYANAGE! 

WHAT TIME IS IT?!

What time is it? 

HBNL time

It's your vacation

What time is it?

Celebration time
That's right, say it loud
What time is it?
The time of nadeeja's lives
Anticipation 
What time is it?

HBNLtime

Seventeen is out, scream and shout!

You're 18!

Rawr. Your world has opened by tenfolds. You can do all sorts of things now! *nudgenudge*winkwink*

Like get pissed drunk. Or run away...

or more importantly...get married to these people.

:P

Oh wow. Where did Joseph come from? 

Happy Birthday Nadeeja. 

I have been very lucky to have you in even a fraction of my life. I hope that this fraction will continue to grow. 

Every Birthday is important but I an especially glad that I'm still here to wish you an 18th birthday!

You have always been one of my motivation to be a better 

person and to do better in school. You are also one of the very few who gets how this weird brain of mine works! 

You are just such a wonderful friend and please have a good time on your 18th!

Stay happy. 

Continue being a rainbow (not as in being gay...

well its your choice really...) shining through the sad and gloomy times.

Give your emo-self a break will you? don't go into that mode in the exams lol although I probably will go into

 mine. 

LIFE IS AMAZING. It has been even more amazing since I've met you and the others.

For 18 years you have been a wonderful daughter. For 5, you have been my super awesome friend!

AGAIN...HAPPY BIRTHDAY FOOL!

This is semi part of your b-day card. 

SONG FOR A FRIEND - JASON MRAZ

She's the reason that I'm laughing

Even if there's no one else

She said you've got to love yourself

...

..

.

Climb up over the top, survey the state of the soul

You've got to find yourself

Whether or not you're truly trying

LIFE IS WONDERFUL

It takes some silence to make sound
And it takes a lost before you found it
And it takes a road to go nowhere
It takes a toll to show you care
It takes a hole to see a mountain

Ah la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la life goes full circle
Ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la life is meaningful
Ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la life is meaningful
Ah la la la la la la life is full of
Ah la la la la la life is so full of love
Ah la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la la life is meaningful
Ah la la la la la life is full of
Ah la la la la la life is so full of love

LOVE YOU

And I really hope you have a wonderful day today with your family 18-er! :)

Because Jason Mraz said so

I read somewhere on Jason Mraz's website which said that having a blog or journal will help in finding inner peace or finding your true self. 

Do YOU really know yourself? I don't think anyone does. But doesn't mean I can't try to step a little closer to see right? Put my face right up on the window...See but no touchy touchy. 

So why not eh?

He said to just blurt it all out. What ever you have on your mind at that moment, you should just write it right away. Of course you might want to think over it, but don't read over what you have written. 

Just let go. Go wild. Fly free. Slowmo run into the sunset and all that jazz - Gai. Lol. He is a crack up.

I think I might get distracted throughout writing this.

Today nothing much happened. Go to school and go out. I got my economics back. I'm not satisfied with what I got but whats done is done no? grr. Wheres Sheldon and his brain when you need him. Oh wait. I know where a Sheldon may be. She's at her home as of this moment. I'm also going to go see her tomorrow. Hehe Ming. 

Hm. Since this blog is called "The Yellow System" and since it's supposed to represent the sunny side of things or like just the happy and mellow times of our lives, why don't I write about things that makes me happy. (happy)

• When you're making a ball from tin foil and then there's this crunching noise. It's really nice noise.
  
• Looking at polished men clothing or suits. They just so much better when there's a girl to help them dress up. Nuff' said.
  
• I like clicking noise?
  
• Dreams. Both ways.
  
• Doodling. - Its a must for me. I do it when I'm bored or when I zone out which means its done in class time.
  
• I like to type on my (not really mine. Why cruel world?! I'm 18. I need one. kinda) lappy (laptop). It's called .... chromey? Or maybe I should name it smokey. You don't need to know why ;P
  
• When chocolate melts in your mouth. 
• Petting a cat.
• FRIENDS- They make me smile :)
  
• Family too - even though I kinda want to treat a certain 2 like a punching bag.  
  

Why am I'm like interested in these sort of things? the whole inner peace and soul searching thing? How your conscious thinks or how your subconscious behaves *wink wink* (INCEPTION. OH YEA. but whats more "oh yea" than Inception is ARTHUR/JOSEPH GORDON)

I want to know how my mind works. I want to know if I'm a nice person from the bottom of my heart. Am I persistent? calm? patient? Those are the words I would sometimes describe myself. But that's who I am because of the people I'm with. 

So who exactly am I when no one interferes? Who am I from the start to the end? Who is it exactly that has been inside me from when I was young and to when I might die?

ooooh scary stuff huh? makes one think. I don't even really know why I want to know. I think it might be because I want to be a better person. And if I figure this out, I will finally also find peace. But is it possible to go deep enough. Like a dream within a dream. I don't even know if  I'll be happy with what I'll find. 

We'll see. -Toodles- 

Yeah right. Like I'll end it that way. 

Good bye. Until next time.

P.S

Json Mraz is the shizz :D

Music - Panic at the disco - That Green Gentlemen

Mood - Blah, Curious, Lethargic 

OVER

Thats right..Mocks are finally over! Thank goodness. I am unbelivebly tired. After all that study I still don't think I did well. Oh well.

Now that mocks are over...I must celebrate it by posting up MORE pictures.

whhhheee~

Ain't this nice?

This.. was a wild night lol. 

Me (the one with the hat) : Hey Rachel. How you doing? (in joey like voice)

Cindy:*glares* Shes mine.

PARANORMAL ACTIVITY

Cindy: Its co chilly. Brrrr

Tian is a sneaky ghost. 

THE END

Of course not. 

This was taken ages ago, but I edited it just last night. I really like this

 picture.

Its a really great shot Tian!

Ah...the good old days. When year exams didn't really matter. When uniforms were annoying little things. 

What are you all looking at huh?

The end of memory lane part 1

So I was going through my folders today and I found this! 

DON'T JUDGE TIAN and JUMP into conclusion!

So...do you see the heart behind? Me and my friends are going to make one of t

hose for the school at the end of the year and put it up somewhere :)

This is our last year and me and nadeeja really wanted to do something and what better way than to have a great big heart for the school we love?

LOOK! There's that same heart again. Except some cool dude called kyhyun is in front of it. He IS pretty cool looking huh? Cooler than siwon and heechul.  REVENGE TIAN!!

So yea. Do you know what's funny though? while I was posting this exact picture, the song "sexy B...." by Akon was paying on my headphones! hahah.

Since I'm posting pictures up, I might as well post this one up huh?

 

Wow..Don't those two guys in the middle look a little tense?

 I think I have an idea about why. And it probably goes a little something like this...

Siwon and Hangeng: OMG OMG OMG Tian is coming this way!! I think I'm going to faint..

Hangeng: Oh my, I feel like I need to scratch something.. like the wall. And maybe I should make a music video about that! *fingers twitching* 

Donghae: Oh its Tian. Cool. As long as my dear Nadeeja isn't here. 

Kyhyun: This is boring. My gosh those two are TENSE. Talk about being a statue... It's Tian guys.. Relax. 

Just one word Tian. REVENGE. 

And heres soemthing for the monkey/dobe :P

Cloud: *sigh* I wish Bessie was here. 

:D

A start.

Hi blog!

Hmm this is my first blog post. What should I write? This feels weird. 

Ok. Maybe talking about my day and letting it all out should work..

Here it goes!

Full day today. I have my mocks on monday and I just started studying on friday. I am beat. actually, I'm beyond tired. I woke up and went to the library to study. And study I did, but it wasn't as productive as I hoped. Oh well. Lets hope today is different.

When I got back, I had to change becuase there was this "breaking fast" thing at the high com and there was lots food! But thats not important. I found out today and right then that my neighbour is leaving next week! 

They are the best neighbours you could ever ask for. Two cute babies.. a nice and loving mom. A cool as dad. Not only were they super nice, but they've been through alot and have always kept this peace and cheerful atmosphere about them. I love it!

I wish they didn't have to go, but nothing is frozen. I'm going to miss them and their kids :(

I can't say I'm used to it. People leaving I mean. It's always been me whose had to leave first. Its a strange position to be in because I'm helpless at where I stand. Things rush by much faster and theres alot less preparation. I also can't say I like it. And the thing is, even though I really like my neighbours, I'm so far away. I'm not that close to them personally, but I like them. 

Theres a language barrier between us. I can't speak bahasa melayu so well so I don't talk to them as much as I hope to. So when I say goodbye, it won't come out as close as I want it to be. It'll be one of those distant goodbye you get from people you don't know that well. One of those "Goodbye, I hope you have a great life back in Malaysia" and not the "I'm going to miss you. I'm glad I met you. I hope you all stay well. GOODBYE". Hmm. It's hard. 

Or maybe...I'm a coward. 

This is a pretty sad start to my blog. I'm already complaining or ranting. Sorry blog. :/ So much for being yellow huh? Lol.