A start.

Hi blog!

Hmm this is my first blog post. What should I write? This feels weird. 

Ok. Maybe talking about my day and letting it all out should work..

Here it goes!

Full day today. I have my mocks on monday and I just started studying on friday. I am beat. actually, I'm beyond tired. I woke up and went to the library to study. And study I did, but it wasn't as productive as I hoped. Oh well. Lets hope today is different.

When I got back, I had to change becuase there was this "breaking fast" thing at the high com and there was lots food! But thats not important. I found out today and right then that my neighbour is leaving next week! 

They are the best neighbours you could ever ask for. Two cute babies.. a nice and loving mom. A cool as dad. Not only were they super nice, but they've been through alot and have always kept this peace and cheerful atmosphere about them. I love it!

I wish they didn't have to go, but nothing is frozen. I'm going to miss them and their kids :(

I can't say I'm used to it. People leaving I mean. It's always been me whose had to leave first. Its a strange position to be in because I'm helpless at where I stand. Things rush by much faster and theres alot less preparation. I also can't say I like it. And the thing is, even though I really like my neighbours, I'm so far away. I'm not that close to them personally, but I like them. 

Theres a language barrier between us. I can't speak bahasa melayu so well so I don't talk to them as much as I hope to. So when I say goodbye, it won't come out as close as I want it to be. It'll be one of those distant goodbye you get from people you don't know that well. One of those "Goodbye, I hope you have a great life back in Malaysia" and not the "I'm going to miss you. I'm glad I met you. I hope you all stay well. GOODBYE". Hmm. It's hard. 

Or maybe...I'm a coward. 

This is a pretty sad start to my blog. I'm already complaining or ranting. Sorry blog. :/ So much for being yellow huh? Lol.