Do YOU really know yourself? I don't think anyone does. But doesn't mean I can't try to step a little closer to see right? Put my face right up on the window...See but no touchy touchy.
So why not eh?
He said to just blurt it all out. What ever you have on your mind at that moment, you should just write it right away. Of course you might want to think over it, but don't read over what you have written.
Just let go. Go wild. Fly free. Slowmo run into the sunset and all that jazz - Gai. Lol. He is a crack up.
I think I might get distracted throughout writing this.
Today nothing much happened. Go to school and go out. I got my economics back. I'm not satisfied with what I got but whats done is done no? grr. Wheres Sheldon and his brain when you need him. Oh wait. I know where a Sheldon may be. She's at her home as of this moment. I'm also going to go see her tomorrow. Hehe Ming.
Hm. Since this blog is called "The Yellow System" and since it's supposed to represent the sunny side of things or like just the happy and mellow times of our lives, why don't I write about things that makes me happy. (happy)
- When you're making a ball from tin foil and then there's this crunching noise. It's really nice noise.
- Looking at polished men clothing or suits. They just so much better when there's a girl to help them dress up. Nuff' said.
- I like clicking noise?
- Dreams. Both ways.
- Doodling. - Its a must for me. I do it when I'm bored or when I zone out which means its done in class time.
- I like to type on my (not really mine. Why cruel world?! I'm 18. I need one. kinda) lappy (laptop). It's called .... chromey? Or maybe I should name it smokey. You don't need to know why ;P
- When chocolate melts in your mouth.
- Petting a cat.
- FRIENDS- They make me smile :)
- Family too - even though I kinda want to treat a certain 2 like a punching bag.
Why am I'm like interested in these sort of things? the whole inner peace and soul searching thing? How your conscious thinks or how your subconscious behaves *wink wink* (INCEPTION. OH YEA. but whats more "oh yea" than Inception is ARTHUR/JOSEPH GORDON)
I want to know how my mind works. I want to know if I'm a nice person from the bottom of my heart. Am I persistent? calm? patient? Those are the words I would sometimes describe myself. But that's who I am because of the people I'm with.
So who exactly am I when no one interferes? Who am I from the start to the end? Who is it exactly that has been inside me from when I was young and to when I might die?
ooooh scary stuff huh? makes one think. I don't even really know why I want to know. I think it might be because I want to be a better person. And if I figure this out, I will finally also find peace. But is it possible to go deep enough. Like a dream within a dream. I don't even know if I'll be happy with what I'll find.
We'll see. -Toodles-
Yeah right. Like I'll end it that way.
Good bye. Until next time.
P.S
Json Mraz is the shizz :D
Music - Panic at the disco - That Green Gentlemen
Mood - Blah, Curious, Lethargic
People always change, but sometimes change is a good thing.
ReplyDeleteHowever maybe a part of you, the core of your being always stays the same.
We can say it perhaps grows and improves though I guess.
OMG AIN. GO TO THE WATERFALL NARUTO AND GAI WENT TO IN WHICH KISAME POPPED OUT OF
I HOPE SOMETHING LIKE THAT DOESN'T HAPPEN TO YOU ROFL.
Lol went to school and went out.
Economics? Mocks? That was fast = =
LOL I love your list ^__^
I know which 2 are your ideal punching bags AHAHA
YAY DOODLING IN MR.WATSONS SUPER EPIC ULTRA AMAZING FANTASTIC
COOL SOCIAL STUDIES CLASS.
sometimes I think, whether you are a good person or not is not for you to say.
And you know, it is arguable that an individual is somewhat defined through others.
I think you are one of the awesomest friends someone can ever have the luck to run in to.
Like seriously, why the heck you transfer to NZ in 2006? ^____^
All of the people you meet around you, whether you love em or hate em, its like a One in a million chance so we should appreciate
what we learn from them and our time with them right.
Hehe.
If you guys need revenge on eachother i'm happy to send you guys off to like a 999 layer dream world and you guys can shoot eachother out all the way ;D
I'll just make an epic movie off it. lalalala <3
Jxjx
Nice post Aini!
^_^
http://fuckyeahjosephgordonlevitt.tumblr.com/
Link for you. Muahaha..
YAY POINT MAN!! <3
Oh yeah, what would you make your inception Totem? Thought about it before?
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BTW don't dwell over your mocks results yeah, they're only mocks ^^
ReplyDeleteand because we are still young a stuff up at this time is even good for us if nothing else.
At this age if we don't experience some setbacks at all and everything is smooth sailing then you know what, in the real soceity when we work and stuff, it will be trouble. we could be too arrogant, to take-things-for-granted, etc if nothing else :)
we won't really know how to handle the big problems when it comes.
You know, sometimes I wish I was stuck in Limbo with you all ^____________^
Rofl.
Lets go take a train... ahahaha
You know, maybe knowing the "true you" isn't so important, nor is it entirely possible.
ReplyDeleteIts who you feel you can be "yourself" with and who makes you laugh like a hyena and like, I dunno, give the one fingered salut with savvy FCUK glasses on I guess.
btw if anything is bothering you and you don't feel like posting in on this yellow blog, go make a blue one or at least speak up somewhere kay? ^_^ We're all here to listen :)
I love the 3 stupid hyenas in lion king btw.. ROFL
ReplyDeleteone is me one is you one is tian? LOLOLOLOL
you know what makes me happy? hearing the sound of the little string key chains on my cell phone clash against the cell phone back. it's awesome :D
ReplyDeleteYou guys give the best comments. :)
ReplyDeleteI do somewhat agree with you. That part of you that has always been there may change and develop.
HAHAHAH that revenge comment was hilarious! omg i want to do that to my brothers!!!!!!!
Ah the little things. I bet thats a nice sound.
ReplyDeleteTin foils just does it for me. Its so nice to crush 'em.
Also...its fun to jiggle jelly!
like in the lush shop.
HAHA I love those jelly soap things. too expensive to fun but heaps of fun poking and jiggling for free at the shop.
ReplyDeleteOh and you know when you asked what do you do when you're bored and have nothing to do?
well i actually just sit somewhere and think while twirling my hair. If you video me at home I will be twirling my hair like every 10 minutes, weird habit I've had for AAAges.
TOO EXPENSIVE TO BUY
ReplyDeleteahhh me and the spell check in my brain hasn't been on good terms since the english exams last year
If I ever buy one of those jelly soap things, I would purchase it solely for the purpose of poking and jiggling it. Its a nice feeling. Also that fire experiment. :P
ReplyDeleteHair twirling eh? I seem to just push my hair backwards; away from my face usually. D:
My next post is goign to be small things that annoys us. My hair is SO on the list.
MY HAIR TOO, SERIOUSLY.
ReplyDeleteGET OUTTA MY FACE. LITERALLY. LOL.
wanna be balllld... ROFL jxjx